I am Not Sad

I am not sad, he would repeat to himself over and over, I am not sad. As if he might one day convince himself. Or fool himself. Or convice others-the only thing worse than being sad is for others to know that you are sad. I am not sad. I am not sad. Because his life had unlimited potential for happiness, insofar as it was empty white room. He would fall a sleep with his heart at the foot of his bed, like someone domesticated animal that was no part of him at all. And each morning he would wake with it againin the cupboard of his rib cage, having become a little heavier, a little weaker, but still pumping. And by midafternoon he was again overcome with the desire to be somewhere else, someone else, someone else somewhere else. I am not sad

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TOO OFTEN WE DONT REALIZE WHAT WE HAVE UNTIL ITS GONE. TOO OFTEN WE’RE TOO STUBBORN TO SAY “SORRY, I WAS WRONG.” TOO OFTEN IT SEEMS WE HURT THE ONES CLOSEST TO OUR HEARTS, AND WE LET MOST FOOLOSH THINGS TEAR US APART

Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.

[Chorus:]
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.

[Chorus:]
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.

Oh whoa
Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

[Chorus:]
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Well I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

I Miss You

I miss you. It’s undeniable. I can try to avoid it as much as i want, but i can’t help aching to have you back whenever you vaguely cross my mind. The worst part probably is that you don’t miss me back. I  wouldn’t be surprised if i never even crossed you mind. Why don’t you want me back? What we had was so great. I want to run back to you so badly and confess everything i feel, but i know it’s futile. Nothing will change, you won’t care, and now the only thing i have left to do is sit here and gruellingly wait for this pain to pass.

unknown

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart, to handle yourself, use your head; to handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; if he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great mind discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; he who loses a friend, loses much more; he who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents af nature, but beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistake of others. You can’t live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you, and me... you brought another friend...and then there were three...we started aur group...our circle of friends...and like that circle...there is no beginning or end...yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift, that’s why they call it the present (unknown)

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